In the name of God, the most Gracious, most Merciful

Remember the first time you saw Masjid Nabawi.

Remember how you were in pain but it all just gone the moment you saw  Masjid Nabawi

Remember how mesmerized you were with the beauty, the crowd 

and the sudden thirst for knowledge, of all the beautiful histories

Remember the moment you entered Raudhah

Remember how the crowd who kept pushing to one another yet none of it bothered you

Remember the feeling, Remember how you felt the moment you stepped into the green carpet

Remember the sujood in Raudhah, how the noise from the crowd didnt bothered you not even one second

Remember how close you felt to the one who loves you when he never even met you, 

Rasulullah saw

Remember the cried, remember how ignorant you've been throughout you life

Remember the moments at Masjid Quba

How you sick you were but the moment you sujood to the Almighty

asking for strength and how He granted your wish at the exact moment

How merciful Allah is, How Great His Love is, Allahu Akbar (Allah is the Greatest) 

How unworthy you were 

Remember the journey to Mecca

Remember the love from your parents, Remember how they took care of you

Remember the mixed emotions you felt

how scared you were, those flashbacks of all the sins you committed, how many times have you neglected His call, how many times have you prioritized the world matter above Him, the Creator of all

Remember the moment you finally stepped on the Holy land, Kaabah was standing upon you

Remember how insignificant you were, how unworthy you were yet Allah call upon you 

Allah gave you the invitation, you became His guest. Among all the good people you knew yet He chose you. Subahanallah How Forgiving Allah is.

Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah

(umrah 14/12/2015-23/12/2015)

I pray to Allah, 

I hope he will never take away this Divine feeling and Love that Allah has bestowed upon me

I hope I could remember each moment when I was there, for it reminds me how Merciful Allah is