You

its not like the blue sky neither the soothing green colour of leaves
Your eyes is like the dark night, filled with stars
the bright stars that everyone loves
the dark night that will always blanketed me into the deep slumber-land
assure me that things will be alright
soothe me when things go wild and crazy.
and I can't stop staring it

I adore each wrinkles of your hand, each that covers your fair skin
it reminds me of how hard you've worked for me and them.
I adore it.
and I thanked you

the noise that you created when you asleep
I can hear it from miles away
tickling me with the sounds that appeared in every scary movies
yet I adore it
because I know you'r safe and you'r still here.

Your firm hand that filled mine whenever I'm leaving
telling me to be strong and firm
as you know things will not always, like how i wanted to be

of all the million things I could write, yet you always make me to only think of one thing
You

11.05 am

15 oct 

p/s: look who's crying like a toddler who's missing her favourite doll

blown by the wind.

Nowadays, feel like I am partially on the ground yet somehow floating on the air. I dont really understand of what or which phase I am right now. Certain days, my emotion flattered by each things that I do or by the people surround me yet sometimes I feel like every single things that in front of me right now is meaningless and depressing.

I am sorry for being a roller-coaster in your life
my ups and downs 

I guess, I am truthfully still lost.

3.57

Sang pria

Mohon jangan pimpin tangannya

sebelum kau pimpin tangan walinya

jangan kau pimpin tanganya

hanya kerna ingin merasa cinta si juwita

apa guna kau pimpin tangan itu

jika ia hanya memimpin kamu berdua ke neraka durjana

jangan kau buat sang dajal ketawa melihat kamu

mohon pria.
teguhkan iman kamu

.6.40 pm.

measuring cup

How do you measure someone's love?
Is it by the way she talks about you?
Is it through the way she utters your name-
in front of her close friends?
Or is it through the time she consumes for you?
or perhaps,through the-
seconds,
minutes,
hours,
days,

weeks,

years,
she spends, to think about you?

How do you measure someone's love?

Can it be measure by meters?

If yes, then how long that she needs to prove her love?

Or perhaps, by using kilometers?

If yes, then how far would that be, to measure her love?

Or by using kilograms?

If yes, then how much weight she needs to hold?

How do you measure your love?
Is it through the countless, sleepless nights
that you had
because the thought of Him is too divine
Till it makes you.to stay. awake. In reality
not in those slumber land

Is it how you measure my love towards You?

2.15 am (21 february 2014)

Keep reminding

Two souls struggle to keep their promises alive

Two souls fighting to keep their relationship 

in the melee of people

Two souls stand as one

1.54 am

Oh, Hello new year!

taken last year at Melaka, during my road trip with my sibling

Oh, almost didnt notice 2013 was far behind already, and today is the 25 days of 2014.

2013 was quiet far behind and I, somehow still looking back to that year. Staring and thinking of some things that happened last year or even beyond that year. I am not that kind of person who can move on so far from the stuff that I used to love or the memories I made. Sometimes or most of the time, it takes my whole life to forget one simple event or memory. I guess im quiet a "hold on" person. I like to clinging to one memory even sometimes it make my heart ache and my minds become haywire. But I still keep doing it until I reach the peak of my limit. I dont know, I just love the feeling of remembering someone or something. But no worries, as much as I realize, I still can handle it.

The feeling of remembering something or someone is good.. Its like when you found something that had lost from your bearing for such a long time, and suddenly you found it. yes, that kind of feeling. I am sure, most of us had gone through those times. you know, like you found your favourite book that had been missing for so long, your most comfy old jeans that you havent wore for ages because she's hiding beneath those new jeans. That kinda feeling :)

But of course if its a bad one that leave an ugly scar in your heart, you can really feel your heart beating so fast and tears almost fall from your eyes. Oh wait, if you're looking at the positive side, you can learn something from it, at least one. 

I am going to be 20 this year. yes, 20!. time flies quite fast kan? I never thought that I can live this long. well, I still remember what I once said to someone when I was 12. "A, you know, I dont think i can live untill 18 or i dont even think that I will reach my puberty, I feel like im going to die soon". Yes, that was the conversation that I said to one of my dearest friend and I found that confession in my diary. Oh lala, I did, yes I kept a diary when I was in primary school and just recently I found it while I was arranging my "treasure box" . And trust me, I was smiling like a psychopath when I was reading it. Thankfully, I reached my puberty (:p)

oh dear, im off to slumber-land. cant stop yawning. Lets continue this rambling session another day. Stay alive, stay healthy folks! Keep praying, keep good deeds and keep your minds, thoughts and souls to the one who created us, Allah. Because only the heart of remembering Allah can succeed in here and hereafter.

p/s: how is your 2014 so far? :)

11. 12 pm

p/s: im missing my homie so much. 

Secure Without the need of Bodyguard

In the name of Allah, the most Gracious, Most Merciful :)


Here are some surah that I'd love to share with you guys. I found it while I was browsing some awesome blogs and tumblr. So, if you ever want to be safe and secure without to pay any bodyguard to protect you. All you need is just spend your precious time with this "words of love" from our Creator whom loves us very much :)

A little reminder. A sip of ice lemon tea, anyone? :)

Surah Fatiha- protects one from the anger of Allah

Surah Yassin- protects one from the thirst of the Day of Judgement

Surah Waqi'ah- protects one from poverty and starvation

Surah Al-Mulk- protects one from the punishment of the grave

Surah Kauthar- protects one from the enmity of enemy

Surah Kafirun- protects one from kufr at time of her/his death

Surah Ikhlas- protects one from hypocrisy

Surah Falaq- protects one from calamities

Surah Naas- protects one from evil thoughts

say your pray, folks

.7.05 pm.