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| taken last year at Melaka, during my road trip with my sibling |
Oh, almost didnt notice 2013 was far behind already, and today is the 25 days of 2014.
2013 was quiet far behind and I, somehow still looking back to that year. Staring and thinking of some things that happened last year or even beyond that year. I am not that kind of person who can move on so far from the stuff that I used to love or the memories I made. Sometimes or most of the time, it takes my whole life to forget one simple event or memory. I guess im quiet a "hold on" person. I like to clinging to one memory even sometimes it make my heart ache and my minds become haywire. But I still keep doing it until I reach the peak of my limit. I dont know, I just love the feeling of remembering someone or something. But no worries, as much as I realize, I still can handle it.
The feeling of remembering something or someone is good.. Its like when you found something that had lost from your bearing for such a long time, and suddenly you found it. yes, that kind of feeling. I am sure, most of us had gone through those times. you know, like you found your favourite book that had been missing for so long, your most comfy old jeans that you havent wore for ages because she's hiding beneath those new jeans. That kinda feeling :)
But of course if its a bad one that leave an ugly scar in your heart, you can really feel your heart beating so fast and tears almost fall from your eyes. Oh wait, if you're looking at the positive side, you can learn something from it, at least one.
I am going to be 20 this year. yes, 20!. time flies quite fast kan? I never thought that I can live this long. well, I still remember what I once said to someone when I was 12. "A, you know, I dont think i can live untill 18 or i dont even think that I will reach my puberty, I feel like im going to die soon". Yes, that was the conversation that I said to one of my dearest friend and I found that confession in my diary. Oh lala, I did, yes I kept a diary when I was in primary school and just recently I found it while I was arranging my "treasure box" . And trust me, I was smiling like a psychopath when I was reading it. Thankfully, I reached my puberty (:p)
oh dear, im off to slumber-land. cant stop yawning. Lets continue this rambling session another day. Stay alive, stay healthy folks! Keep praying, keep good deeds and keep your minds, thoughts and souls to the one who created us, Allah. Because only the heart of remembering Allah can succeed in here and hereafter.
p/s: how is your 2014 so far? :)
11. 12 pm
p/s: im missing my homie so much.
